Have you listened to Rend Collective?
If you answered no, please go look them up and listen to one of their songs. One of my favorites lately (from their Campfire album) is called the cost.
It wrecks me. But in such a good way.
I honestly cannot listen without weeping. But the tears are good. They bring healing and remind me that Jesus is truly worth it all. He is worth the pain and suffering. He is worth the trial and tears. He is worth leaving all of my desires behind and seeking only Him!
Seriously, go listen. Click the picture below to go to their site.
The Cost by Rend Collective
I'm saying yes to You and no to my desires
I'll leave myself behind and follow you
I'll walk the narrow road 'cause it leads me to you
I'll fall but grace will pick me up again
I've counted up the cost
Oh I've counted up the cost
Yes I've counted up the cost, and You are worth it
I do not need safety
As much as I need You
You're dangerous but Lord You're beautiful
I'll chase you through the pain
I'll carry my cross 'cause real love is not afraid to bleed
Jesus take my all
Take my everything
I've counted up the cost, and You're worth EVERYTHING!